Totemo Benri Da Yo!!!*

*) praktis banget lohhh [Jepang]

I just fulfilled the semester's credit list to determine which course I would attend the next semester. Seems like UGM has understood yet that everyone needs win-win solution there. The system would get so brief and the academic officers plus the lecturers wouldn't got headache. We just go online and fill in the form after we log on to the academic portal. See, perhaps the new rectors had realized that his students are all lazy-asses and need more retreat to enjoy the holiday without bothering about the process.

Hmm, yes and my departure from Malang is delayed after I heard that it could went online. But indeed it still needs lecturer's signature though. I'll be back soon after all due to bunch of ass-bags to explode.. hehehe. Maybe the next post would be written in YK...

Jaa Mata.

The End Of The Comfort Zone

This is the last day that I enjoy my holiday in Malang. It isn't so special since my activities are only hanging down at home and sometimes going out for a refreshened meal ^^. I was able to practise my hobby like sleeping and eating that much so that I gain my weight up to 57 kgs... Hehehe. It was then that I realize this is also not bad. I got enought time to retreat and filling my days with an absolute fun. I don't regret any single thing that I've done. I'm glad I finally I have time to help my parents and my sibling, just to had a little meaning of my holiday back then.

My friends were already busy on their own, some were involved in an extra lecture, some of them taking some courses to deal with as well. There are no reason for me to keep up for something like that because I've already done... When the time is so enjoyable for me, I really comforted into the comfort zone while everyone's in my reach and everything is just okay. I just wonder whether this is a point of turning back. Everyone's on their future view... I realize that yes indeed friendship and relations are faded away in sight but not on heart. I know that everyone's busy and got no chance to provide you enough share, comfortable talk like we did before.

Hmm.. plus, in this holiday, I also celebrated my 20th birthday. It was so sad that I grow up so much faster than I thought. I hate responsibility so much, that lately i should begin to handle it. It's the last day of this holiday in Malang, again. From now on, I should behave like mature people *sigh* and think as a mature and more controllable person, and become she who had a rejoiced future *ngayal mode on*

On the plan ahead, I still got my shot to repair my mark -_-; with still 21 semester credits to take this semester. I still hope and I still try my best to make my dreams come true... that is my deepest wish that I never reveal to anyone. Nobody knows about it. I was failed. However there is no reason to withdraw, as long I have my way I will walk and to test how though I am... Therefore, i should walk to a wider range of way, out of the comfort to find my challenge.

Still got so many things to do.

The First Recording

Huehehehe,

Guys, finally they made up the Joved [Java Overland Varsities English Debate] VCD [thanks to Mas Ajib from UII, although it's not for free and the teams didn't get royalties]. Anyways, it sounded like a radio that os not properly tuned on the right frequency. It's a great memorabilia though. Talking about the recording, yes, indeed, it's my first one. Perhaps I would never make one like that again.

After watching the VCD, I finally made up my mind to end my debate career right away. There were lots of mistake that I have to fix up next time. Not to mention the performance on Joved by me was below average and could not have a mention anymore. I was delivering "ladies and gentlemen" too much so that I wonder how adjudicator could end up adjudicating me all the time. The other failure was I was never able to provide the good gesture and to produce loud voices. To wave my hand frequently finally didn't support my speech, it's only annoying the adjudicators.

Again and again, it's a voice trouble. everyone always warns me up about this, since it made me become the flat speaker after all, where my voice doesn't able to support my capacity in delivering my arguments. Not to mention when the motion is not interesting for me, that I'm not into the debate any longer in purpose. Yeah few people acknowledges it as a problem, but not that severe though. However, I should try to scream and shout as well but I believe I would not find anywhere to exercise it.

Another lesson from the VCD, "I should try to act cool and natural!!" Well it seems that I got caught by candid scene that I was looking on something else and hmm not doing anything cool... hehe i dunno what cool is anyway...
The thing is : I have to improve after all. and that's it for today.

It Had Been Hacked

w it

Hey people...
finally JOVED 2007 ended up. UGM grabs the runner ups and the quarter finalists. Hmmm it was nice but horrible... since i couldnt believe this.

But the ultimate anger is... my friendster is hacked!!!! how cud one could do such thing when that person didn't recognize his illness [if it's "his"] but necesarilly he should!!! That person was so mean to me that he's wildly overdone his hacking!!! The person called him "si bodoh" and he really understands what it means to him! nevertheless, i was able to cooperate and get my friendster back though. Now it goes like the war between Raito Yagami and L Ryuuzaki.... where it slash back each other..
"si bodoh" also now connected with my YM and makes me able to hunt him, hopefully.

i'll also try to calm down and relax to cherish my avenge spirit lately... and on the very moment it will turn out into a hell-big-bang of revenge, but a lovable revenge. I think "si bodoh" must be a lone wolf, dark-hearted creatures. Somehow, he is a man also, so that we shouldnt push him too far by escaping the space out of him. It spends my grace when i was pissed off by such soet of thing but eventually he got calmed but still screaming words upon my face..

Internet unconvenience has been annoying lately. There should be extra protection to handle this... seems Blue n Green is not safe to handle this by still applying some cookies for extra obstacles, hmmm?! Just to have it so much better... you have to sacrifice hell lots of damage that you cannot even pursuing your goal of comfort. What I wanted to say is just protect the public space, give restriction, and stay alerted. For the hackers, just use your skill to hack crap government sites or terrorist sites only and the users would bring mercy upon you.

posted by Eva-chan The "L"

i torn my pants at campus

guys i've just finished my presentation about eco-terrorism in RNA's class -- seminar on the environment-- with my left side of my trousers were torn and remained a hole. currently i'm still wearing it. how shame. hehe, it was when i tried to approach the class coz it's nearly about to begin. when i crossed the road in the northern side of law faculty, my friend Adibah came and offered me a drive to the campus. but when i got the ride on, the "plat nomor" of the motorbike scratched my pants out of my knee. accidentally, i was unaware until i got down from the motorbike and suddenly changed my mind to just flee home.... aaarghh!!

well finally i took it easy as nobody cares of it too much. and some guys mentioned it as cool... well at least it has become another strike for my unlucky event this week including hell a lot of missing money,,, T_T and suffers more from the heavy tasks and papers.
But after all, my presentation was going on well and life goes on as usual. As usual, yeah, i ignore everything that happens to me and i become numb. i torn my pants that it also give me another blow that it's fun and everybody spotted on it while relating it to my harrashful behavior... it becomes reminders for me that i should be careful... in any other way...

Hell Yeah!!!

Anyway,
i'm now finishing downloading naruto shippuuden 13... wow ut was really slow shitted dowload where finalli i made it, yeah!!! But another things come to my schedule is that i gotta download the orenji renji "ika summer" new single!! Not just it, i'll made my first sufficient contribution and upload some stuffsdown there in multiply.

Well, the situation's been down lately. lazy me.

I'm Getting Serious

Hereafter,
wishing you all a good luck. Now I am headed to mid-term exam on my department, 3 exams left and i've got to improve on my lecture but why the heck now am I standing here?? LOL

There was exam on Political Economy of Development lecture, and it was a verbal exam. The examiner were 2 of my lecturers, they were mrs. PSW and mr.RNA. I'd got questions about the debate of property right between Adam Smith and the Marxist arguments. Another one was about the three type of legitimate order, related to Max Weber's arguments on rationalism. Yokatta!! I had it enough of stomachache when I was after the exam, along the road... but instead of it, it's typically common for the student to get dizzied up while waiting for the turn for facing such exam.

Thank God it ends, but the question is, why the first half of the semester even didn't gave us --the student-- enlightment on how is it related to development. I am a little bit wondering about where could we identify the works of classical Economy Theorist on the rencent development? Yes it's quite clear for us all for having theories before it ends up with the practical ones. Another thing which I couldnt understand is why the exams should took form in such a way?? I feel that it was not necessary to claim success or to affirm accomplished lecture based on exam like that.

I hope there will be a more enthusiasting form of exam....