The First Recording

Huehehehe,

Guys, finally they made up the Joved [Java Overland Varsities English Debate] VCD [thanks to Mas Ajib from UII, although it's not for free and the teams didn't get royalties]. Anyways, it sounded like a radio that os not properly tuned on the right frequency. It's a great memorabilia though. Talking about the recording, yes, indeed, it's my first one. Perhaps I would never make one like that again.

After watching the VCD, I finally made up my mind to end my debate career right away. There were lots of mistake that I have to fix up next time. Not to mention the performance on Joved by me was below average and could not have a mention anymore. I was delivering "ladies and gentlemen" too much so that I wonder how adjudicator could end up adjudicating me all the time. The other failure was I was never able to provide the good gesture and to produce loud voices. To wave my hand frequently finally didn't support my speech, it's only annoying the adjudicators.

Again and again, it's a voice trouble. everyone always warns me up about this, since it made me become the flat speaker after all, where my voice doesn't able to support my capacity in delivering my arguments. Not to mention when the motion is not interesting for me, that I'm not into the debate any longer in purpose. Yeah few people acknowledges it as a problem, but not that severe though. However, I should try to scream and shout as well but I believe I would not find anywhere to exercise it.

Another lesson from the VCD, "I should try to act cool and natural!!" Well it seems that I got caught by candid scene that I was looking on something else and hmm not doing anything cool... hehe i dunno what cool is anyway...
The thing is : I have to improve after all. and that's it for today.

It Had Been Hacked

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Hey people...
finally JOVED 2007 ended up. UGM grabs the runner ups and the quarter finalists. Hmmm it was nice but horrible... since i couldnt believe this.

But the ultimate anger is... my friendster is hacked!!!! how cud one could do such thing when that person didn't recognize his illness [if it's "his"] but necesarilly he should!!! That person was so mean to me that he's wildly overdone his hacking!!! The person called him "si bodoh" and he really understands what it means to him! nevertheless, i was able to cooperate and get my friendster back though. Now it goes like the war between Raito Yagami and L Ryuuzaki.... where it slash back each other..
"si bodoh" also now connected with my YM and makes me able to hunt him, hopefully.

i'll also try to calm down and relax to cherish my avenge spirit lately... and on the very moment it will turn out into a hell-big-bang of revenge, but a lovable revenge. I think "si bodoh" must be a lone wolf, dark-hearted creatures. Somehow, he is a man also, so that we shouldnt push him too far by escaping the space out of him. It spends my grace when i was pissed off by such soet of thing but eventually he got calmed but still screaming words upon my face..

Internet unconvenience has been annoying lately. There should be extra protection to handle this... seems Blue n Green is not safe to handle this by still applying some cookies for extra obstacles, hmmm?! Just to have it so much better... you have to sacrifice hell lots of damage that you cannot even pursuing your goal of comfort. What I wanted to say is just protect the public space, give restriction, and stay alerted. For the hackers, just use your skill to hack crap government sites or terrorist sites only and the users would bring mercy upon you.

posted by Eva-chan The "L"